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Fri Oct 17, 2008, 9:40 PM
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I didn't have that guinea pig for two weeks, and I had to return her. I had her for hardly a week, at that.
I waited to name her to see if she would get better; she had gone into shock from the transisition into live with me, and she got better. I named her. I thought we were clear.

I picked her up and found blood. Finding the source, I called the Petstore where I got her, and the specialist said she'd never heard anything like that in her entire line of working there. I called the vet, and they were no help. As a last resort, I looked it up on google. Immediatly after that, I ended up bringing her back to the Petstore, with the healthiness guarantee under us.

My original intent was to buy her back when she was healthy, if she got healthy. But the time it would have taken to get her back was several months. I hate myself more than anything to say I gave her up, with my selfish desire to raise a guinea pig from the ground up, and got another one.
I will be calling the Petstore to find out about her condition.

The other one is a little older, a lot more skittish and jumpy. At first glance, she is solid black, but in certain lights it gets rusty red patches. [If you know my character Rustshade, that's exactly what I thought of.] She's remarkably soft, and has a cute face.

Regardless, it surprised me how attatched I grew to Savannah after I named her. With several days of planning out the perfect name for her, and just playing with her. I miss her so much already. Maybe if my parents will let me, i'll buy her back and keep them both. But I think something internally happened with Savannah, but I know she didn't fall or anything.

I hate myself so much right now.

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you don't need to put your self down that much, it is going to be ok , don't hate yourself you had to do what you had too, and if you do want her to get better that was the right thing to do.......remeber things happen for a reason, so mabe something better will come out of doing this.....hope this helps

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Mmm, a little. I know that giving her back for the time being was the right thing, because I can't get her the medical attention she needs.

Thanks though. <3
anytime.....but just think of it this way she is getting the help she needs now

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I just hope it wasn't something I did. ._.
it probily wasn't.....see that happend to me with a rabbit....I really miss him

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it's ok it happend some time ago.....but I still really want another rabbit

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Oh dear, Cinder :c I'm sorry. Where was the blood coming from?

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Guinea pigs don't have menstrual cycles, if that gives you an idea. Makes me think that something internally happened to her. I'll definitly be checking up on her come Monday.

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